Fleeing from the mountain paradise, from the place where every
hellish thing that she had ever done had taken place, Calipsia went back to the
only place where she had ever felt at home, felt peace, felt love. Tenebris Paradiso.
The place of living death where she had thought she could atone for the things
she had done. She passed through the gate, throwing herself into Charon’s
gondola. He spoke no words, the only sound being that of the oar slipping into
the waters of Styx. Reaching the shores, she slipped out, cloak masking her
from everything. Cerebus slunk away from her, whining softly. Only when she
stepped across the gate of the deadly garden did she remove her cloak and stuff
it back into the hat. Then she walked softly through the garden, boots making
no sound in the soft earth. Remembering every night with the boy. Looking
around, though it was vibrant as never before, it seemed empty to Calipsia. The
boy wasn’t waiting by the wicker swing for her, wasn’t leaning against one of
the neverwood trees in the forest, wasn’t laying in the whispergrass.
“And he never will again,” whispered Calipsia softly. The
whisper echoed across Tenebris, growing strength until it boomed in the rest of
Hades. It was the sound of utmost misery, of utmost loss. She sank to her
knees, tears as black and shiny as the swirling marks of her skin slid down her
pale and cold cheeks, hitting the soft ground.
The wraith animals came a few minutes later, feeling their
mistress in distress and back in Tenebris. They sat around, not understanding,
but loyally staying with her. The birds of prey perched in the neverwood trees
around her. The wolves sat on their haunches, heads bowed. The little foxes
curled their tails around themselves, heads on their paws. The cats followed
suit, though they sat closer in to Calipsia, still on alert as though someone
might dare step foot into this place of despair, might dare to disturb the lady
of the night, of sorcery. Chaos and Destruction, the twin black horses, lay on
either side of Calipsia, shielding her from the world with their massive
bodies. Only the ravens weren’t present, weren’t among the mourning animals.
As much as Calipsia took comfort in their support, they could
not ease her sorrow. Not this time. And so they stayed, all in their mutual
grief for Calipsia’s loss. The animals may not have liked the boy at first, but
over time, they had come to accept his presence, accept that he made their mistress
glow.
They would have stayed like that, forever and always, had the
appearance of the ravens not caught their attention. At first, they were only a
far off speck, visible to only the cats and Calipsia. But as they neared, it
became clear that they carried something with them.
Twisting overhead, they dropped a small bundle into Calipsia’s
lap, landing in the neverwoods with the other birds.
Calipsia unwrapped the bundle, revealing one of the
bloodroses that grew in her greenhouse. But it wasn’t any bloodrose. This one
was a rich mahogany, with striations of pale tortoiseshell and swirls of pearl
running through the petals. This was not grown from Calipsia’s blood, nor any
of the animals; it was not any grown from the gods, for she knew all of their
bloodpatterns. No, this was a new one, one she had never seen before. But
looking upon it, she knew who had produced such a beauty. She remembered the
one time she had grown a batch from Janus’s blood, when the boy was there with
her. She recalled showing him the special process to make the seeds for them.
Shock reverberated through her heart, her soul. He had done it...the boy had
perfected the process…with his own bloodpattern. She lifted the delicate blossom,
inhaling softly. The rose smelled of him, but not in the way one might think.
It smelled of sunshine, of laughter. Of running across fields, of making
homemade cookies, of night air on a front stoop in his city. It smelled of
clasped hands, of sweet blushes, innocent gazes.
Calipsia lowered the flower to the ground, unable to think on
his. She dug in the dirt for a moment, dirt staining her fingers, and the
gloves on her palms. Then she pushed the stem into the ground, covering it back
up. Leaning back on her heels, she looked at the now planted flower. She gently
nudged it upright, but it continued to droop. It was fading right before her
eyes. She started looking around frantically, starting to sing a rushed lullaby
as she searched through her hat for anything that might save it. She crooned to
it, watered it, even magicked it, but to no avail. It stiffened, and then
crumbled, the ash blowing away in the wind. Calipsia watched it, new tears
falling from her strange eyes.
The tears flowed down her clothes, hitting the earth and,
upon touching it, turned into glass, black as night, and smooth and hard as the
finest china. They continued across the glass, the black spreading outwards.
The animals did not move, and so the ink continued over them, locking them into
a cold and unyielding prison. It swept across the garden, freezing any animal,
any plant, anything in its embrace. Reaching the gate, and the border of the
garden, however, it moved upward, building a black, impenetrable wall around
the area, letting none in. It continued, sealing Tenebris Paradiso away from
Hades, from the world.
All the while, Calipsia continued mourning, tears flowing
freely. They began to climb her, freezing her body in the same inky glass. Realizing
it, she gave one final, melancholy smile as Tenebris was sealed off completely
and the glass froze her completely.
“So be it.”
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